Another Soulmate

From what I’ve read about soulmates, I think he’s one of mine. It makes complete sense.  (sorry, I don’t name game around here) Unlike what most of society thinks,  soulmates are only people who come into your life purposefully to teach you a lesson. More often than not, it’s a rather difficult relationship, and it is often short. It’s not always romantic either. I will say that with this experience, he taught me some things that have been engrained deep into my consciousness…. they are hard to fully understand at the moment, but deep in my soul, I know completely the lessons I learned through him. He gifted me space. Space in my heart for someone to eventually fill when the timing is right. Space in my heart for me to hold dear and protect it with everything in me. A knowing that someday, someone will be that person for me, and I will ‘know’…Just like I knew that it wasn’t going to be him. He wasn’t the one for me. At least not in this moment. You have no idea how hard of a fact that is to see, and be forced to accept so suddenly.
But he did show me a bit of my own strength. I know that I know what’s good for me and whats not, and like a dog, I can smell whatever it is coming at me from a mile away. Its a blessing, disguised often as a curse. I’ve thought I’ve just been stubborn, preventing love from coming my way… but the truth is that it’s not yet my time. I have a lot to learn and discover for myself. My path is still unpaved, but the process is ongoing. I have to respect that. I must cherish it, and continue to do what I can to learn what it is that I’m supposed to, to learn the core of myself. I’m getting there. Things are becoming easier. But within the process of things getting easier, obstacles arise, and I have to fight my way through them to prove that my journey is as important as it truly is. This whole situation was one of those obstacles…. but it left me with great rewards. For that I must be thankful. I must take it, and move forward.