Benign Blessing

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Today I was diagnosed with a benign probable fibroadenoma in my left breast. In other words, a noncancerous tumor. Sounds super scary, but apparently it’s quite common in young women this day in age.  For a few years now I’ve felt this small bb sized lump, it hasn’t grown in size, and it hasn’t moved.. I discovered it around the age of 21. I’ve gone into two different doctors since then, both saying that it’s maybe a small cyst or a calcium deposit in one of my ducts.. nothing to worry about. The last time I visited the doctor she said I should be fine. A few weeks later I received a call saying It was suggested that go and get further testing. That news terrified me. Why would they tell me it’s fine, only to contradict that statement by saying I should go see a specialist? Liability reasons I’m assuming. Just to clear my head I made an appointment with a surgeon near me to get his opinion. He told me it wasn’t likely a concern, but I should get an ultra sound just in case – If anything, just for peace of mind. So, thats exactly what I decided to do; ease my mind. After hours in-between doctors, I finally received the conclusion of having a benign probable fibroadenoma. I’m honestly happy it’s not anything more… It is possible that it could become cancerous in the future, but statistically, it is highly unlikely. I just have to keep an eye on it, and everything should be perfectly fine. No need to worry.

Published by MeanderingMe

There's days when I just simply understand. Imagine the unimaginable. Days when I believe. Believe the unbelievable. Days when I dream. Dream the dreams that tell me the most absurd stories. I spend way too much of my time twisting my dreadlocks and working towards understanding life to a deeper level daily. My childhood was a young adulthood. I was put to work almost immediately. I learned so much at such a young age. Therefore, I enjoy to learn, dream, believe, and imagine, for hours at a time. In my years, I've grown so much, physically, spiritually, mentally.. I've learned how to fend for myself.. I have more respect for people than others my age do. I understand more than others my age do. And I don't dramatize things as well as others my age do. People are good at that. I choose to look at the bigger pictures. I love you. I love me. I love him, her, them, it. Every aspect of our small planet, I adore. I believe in our human potential. And I will not stop showing love to people, in order to hopefully, someday, have everyone just.. 'get it'. I draw the most weird stuff, but only once in a while. I paint, but usually more paint gets on me rather than my canvas... I play the ukulele and sing, I write songs and poems about my life, people, the good times, and the bad times, and all of the unknown times in between. Every second of every hour of every day of every week I see more and more artistically. My point of view may be incredibly different than yours. Everyone's opinion counts. I hardly have any time on my hands, and more than enough on my feet... and with that time, I think, dream, imagine, and believe. Impossible? Impossible is impossible. How can it be impossible, if you, or no one else has experienced it? The answer is: It could be. I believe anything can happen. If there is a thought, it has potential to manifest. I believe everything happens for a reason. Which is why rarely anything surprises me. Its all going to happen eventually. Change what you can, and accept what you can't. Its the key, I'm telling you. Smile! Be happy! BE SILLY! BE COURAGEOUS! BE OUTRAGEOUS! Banananana Bobanana montana ramamadamadom pingpongrangadongbamapanda! Most of the time, no one knows what I'm saying. Most of the time, I don't know what I'm saying. At least if its silly, we're both having a silly experience! I'm a busy person. Busy thinking, dreaming, imagining, and believing the absurd and the impossible. (;

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